annyeong bloggy-ah..

i can't stop listening to:

2pm Junsu- don't go

and

Joo- Bad guy

Like Ariel who turned into foam..

he disappeared with a sorry & a goodbye.

I wonder if he's alright & doing okay everyday..

His birthday is on the 29th of dec. His past course is chemical science. When you & him are out to eat, don't order anything with veggies/fish/sardine/mee siam. He doesn't like fresh milk or sushi either. He drinks a lot of different drinks but most of the time he drinks coke. He likes to kpo around at what other people around him is doing or talking about. He helps strangers too like when someone was having a hard time to push his motor, he would help him. He loves cats; he has 2, TinTin(his precious cat) & Hero(fatty bombom). He has another one that doesn't live with him, its name is Maru, a very adorable cat. Though he's not into Kpop, he loves loves 2ne1 especially his wife, Minzy. & he likes watching Star Golden Bell & Happy Together. He's into photography too. Another unique thing about him is that..he loves watching NatGeo & DiscoveryChannel. He does his own research(eg. Bermuda Triangle) online too. I say he can be sensitive too cus' he almost cried watching a crocodile hunt down a caff while crossing a river. He's a big fan of Harry Potter. He loves action movies too. Movies other than that, he'll find it boring. He especially loves playing computer games & games in his Iphone, especially HighNoon, and he'll even be able to sacrifice sleep for the games. You may ask him to leave you one day, but he'll promise you that he'll be back for you. If your dad disapproves of him, he won't run but he'll be close by your side and face your dad with you. When you're wearing a thin layer of clothing, he'll ask you to wear his jacket as it gets cold on the highway & leave him to freeze with only a tee. When you first meet him, he'll be super shy like a snail that refuses to come out of its shell. If you're busy with school and can't meet up with him as often, he understands and will support you all the way. If he holds your hand, he'll grip it tighter every few minutes and play around with your fingers. Don't say sorry or thank you too much, especially sorry, he hates that. He reminds you that he loves you at any random time and 3 seconds after you depart from each other. He'll bring medicines & buy for you Mac Fries even after midnight. He sacrifices his sleep to text you and accompany you while you do school work too. He'll even take note of how you're doing at school and what's your projects. When you both are on the road and suddenly your nose gets super itchy and you can't sneeze, he'll get worried and even wipes your nose with his bare hands at the red light. He also carries around wet tissue everywhere he goes. If you're hungry, he'll be willing to cross to the other side to find food for you. Whatever you say to him, don't worry, cus' he remembers them. A gentleman too as he'll put your hands inside his pocket when the both of you are on the road at night.

Just a little note for the next girl he'll date.

Now, I can let go.

Annyeong...

love,

Irna.

it's currently 1.47am.

I'm feeling H O R R I B L E. this fever I've been having for 5 days already doesn't wanna go away. It keeps on being in an on-off mode. They say when one is sick, we need rest. But to me, not only rest, but exercise may come in handy. So, I played badminton with Shiqs & Jaja just now in the evening. Well, I was happy for getting out of the house, seeing the clear pretty sky..& the intensive badminton-ing was awesoooomez! But my fever's still not going away..

I've been slowly doing the things I wanna do during these holidays.. My list is just decreasing nowadays so thats a good thing right? (: My aim for this holiday is to lose weight & exercise. It's going well so far considering how I've been eating 1 meal per day. I'm still getting to the exercise part though.kekeke~

I'm done watching PlayfulKiss. HyunJoong sure is a pain but a sweetheart in the drama. Though its not the best drama I've watched, it was still nice ^^

Bloggy, love never lasts..do they?

I've been asking myself that question a lot these days.. but the answer....to no avail. Maybe thats just it right? There's no answer to it. Maybe the right answer is,''It depends.'' well, yeah.. I guess thats it. Just when I thought he was my parachute.. *weak smile* I guess I deserved it in a way for letting my heart win over me. Giving my heart a chance to not totally close, I thought it won't hurt. But it hurts just the same. It's okay.. I've hurt him just the same. And, people say what we're going through when we have problems is not the worst so one shouldn't let it drag you down cus' there are others out there with bigger, uglier, messier, urgent, sad problems. So, I shouldn't be so upset and just smile. And that I shall do. I think its time for me to crawl back to the deep hole I've dug with no one else but Jaejoong, Korean, & School. Right.. *nods firmly*

I'm only left with all the sweet short memories, but that's fine.

cus' I am someone who keeps her promise...& so, I shall.

love,

Irna.

ahhhh! Jae baby's coming for a concert in April just like they promised to! And I already promised myself no more spending on Kpop Concerts since my Kpop dream already came true and that was to see Jae in real life(and I did!), so I'm keeping that promise. *nods firmly* I know I'm gonna be one sad little girl on that particular day but he's gonna have my full support, just that its gonna come from another place. ^^"

1st webcam since he bought Ninja(his laptop's name).

Things are going rough right now.. but it's not like we hadn't gone through this kinda road. But I just don't like it whenever we are. I miss his warm cuddles. I miss his forehead kisses. I miss his tight grips whenever we held hands. I miss his constant reminder of how much he loves me. I miss his random Iloveyou messages & tweets. I don't wanna walk away. Not anymore. Not unless there's no other option. I'm not gonna give in to my weak heart. And I'm not gonna let go unless he tells me to. It hasn't been long since we started seeing each other..but it's like he's been part of my life for so long. It just feels that way. And only in this short period of time, he already knows how stubborn I can be, how picky I can be, how overwork-d I can get, how clumsy I can be & how negative I can be.

I just wish this distance I'm feeling between us will disappear soon.

I'm left with Ransome's work and I'll be able to breakfree from school. I have school tomorrow and then gonna go printing with Mel. And thursday would be the submission date for Ransome's work. Hopefully, everything will go smoothly.

Love,

Irna.

Annyeoooooooong~! *waves* The above picture is a special tribute to the rainy season that I'm loving. The rainy season's stopping real soon. It's not raining today but I'm freeezing! No idea why.. -.- Oh, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D Some of my close chinese friends can't celebrate so I don't know if I should wish them. I wished them anyway, and glad it didn't offended them in some way. ^^" I haven't been doing much work these holidays. It's cus I'm already in the holiday mooood! It's alright.. 1week plus more of school and assignments and then I have succeeded in Year One! Hopefully I'll get good results. ^^

For this CNY, I've been spending a lot of time with my bestfriend, Lilo/Gaeul! From all the people that I'm close with, her influence has got to be the biggest on me! haha :D It's not a bad thing though. It's just whatever she say, she can make me do it. Take for eg. the drama we started watching yesterday, Secret Garden. I wanted to watch only 1 episode in the first place and then do work. But I ended up watching 5 episodes cus' of her! Love her for making me watch with her! Nyehaha! That's just how we roll ayy~

This guy has turned into an elementary 4 kid. Shoooo cuuute~! ^^ Tuesday was naaaice~ it was our first bus ride! Glad I got to persuade him to take public transport! :D Ever since someone got his license, he became claustrophobic.. -.- *rolls eyes* We watched Exorcismus @ Vivo and ate and then went to his house. Been a long time since I saw his sister & his mom is very smiley and nice ^^ Hero & Tintin is suuuuuuuuper mega adorable! I couldn't restrain myself from kissing fatty Hero who just looks at me with its big Puss-in-Boots eyes! Tintin was friendly right from when I entered his house. I wish I have cats too. My heart hadn't beaten for so fast for so looong till' that evening. But glad he didn't leave my side. The scene where he played with Hero kept on replaying in my head, feels sooo warm and nice to see that side of him ^^ Right now I'm missing him cus' he's holiday-ing @ CameronHighland. Been years since I went there^^ Hope he's having fun!

Now I'm off to freshen up and on my playlist and just be in my own Art-sy world~ HWAITING!

love,

Kim Ilna.

Firstly,

I'm sooooo happy for sissie that she got her choice and that is MI(arts). She's all happy cus' she get to learn more History. And sooooo happy for my sister, Shiqs, that she got what she wanted to! And that is early childhood in NYP! I guess I'll be seeing her around campus! :D

Date yesterday with my baby was funnn~! And I was glad the weather was sunny + cloudy ^^ We watched The Greeeen Hornet at town. The movie is (Y)! Suuper funny! An ordinary guy(more to silly) who wants to be a Hero and help people but then he lost his way and forgot someone who helped him and thats that Red Hippopotamus!hehehe! Jay Chou's not bad lah I guess... ^^ After the movie, headed to Pastamania for lunch and then Art Friend and then home. Thankyou for everything, baby (L)

Things havent been going smoothly I guess.. I mean.. it has been going smoothly! yes.. but things are just going rough now.. I have toooo many projects to do and the due dates are back to back to back to back to each other and that is the last week of school. Its just very overwhelming. I chose to complain here rather than complaining how I feel to my friends at school cus they are going through the same thing as I am. And complaining to them and bringing up the 'stress' word won't help them either.I wish I can just runaway to somewhere peaceful, with my school bag and just do my project without having to think of how people feel or how I make people feel. Cus' these are often distractions for me. It sucks big time when you're one that considers people's feelings before yours aye..

I'm off. I'm gonna shut the internet, on my playlist, text love & paint my portrait.

Shall not think about anything else for tonight.

Aim: to complete my black & white portrait and brainstorm on what to design as my background for my color portrait. ^^

IRNA CAN DO IT! HWAITING!

Everything will go well.. and I'll be able to hand up all the projects in time. And the wedding show this sunday will go smoothly too. Cus' I have Allah with me. Amin.

love,

Kim Ilna.