ahhhh! Jae baby's coming for a concert in April just like they promised to! And I already promised myself no more spending on Kpop Concerts since my Kpop dream already came true and that was to see Jae in real life(and I did!), so I'm keeping that promise. *nods firmly* I know I'm gonna be one sad little girl on that particular day but he's gonna have my full support, just that its gonna come from another place. ^^"

1st webcam since he bought Ninja(his laptop's name).

Things are going rough right now.. but it's not like we hadn't gone through this kinda road. But I just don't like it whenever we are. I miss his warm cuddles. I miss his forehead kisses. I miss his tight grips whenever we held hands. I miss his constant reminder of how much he loves me. I miss his random Iloveyou messages & tweets. I don't wanna walk away. Not anymore. Not unless there's no other option. I'm not gonna give in to my weak heart. And I'm not gonna let go unless he tells me to. It hasn't been long since we started seeing each other..but it's like he's been part of my life for so long. It just feels that way. And only in this short period of time, he already knows how stubborn I can be, how picky I can be, how overwork-d I can get, how clumsy I can be & how negative I can be.

I just wish this distance I'm feeling between us will disappear soon.

I'm left with Ransome's work and I'll be able to breakfree from school. I have school tomorrow and then gonna go printing with Mel. And thursday would be the submission date for Ransome's work. Hopefully, everything will go smoothly.

Love,

Irna.